Tomorrow, i will visit my HS principal to hand him the formal letter regarding our Org's event, 15th Search for Future Diplomats. I am to ask him to send two representatives for the said competition. Yes, never in my life i thought i would be doing these kinds of things. Okay t'was too exaggerated :)
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Since last year, our org president has been bragging to everyone, that I will be the next FSC (Foreign Service Club) president. And right then, i already said no. And now, i think she's obviously getting really serious, and i honestly don't know what to do. Forgive me, but i really don't trust myself. Yes, once in my life i dreamt of this, to take control, to stand out, to lead, however, right this moment, my confidence is still too much below the line. :(
This is such a monumental responsibility. Maybe i can handle it, however, my fear to fail and disappoint people is too overpowering. I am hell afraid, and very hesitant.
If ever i would end up taking the position, help me God. Really, help me. Give me the best people to work with.
If the contrary happens, how i wish the feeling of regret wouldn't kill me.
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Campaign slash Election is coming :) Too excited. #PartidoIndependiente
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I badly want a new book. Oh good people, please give me one! The list is right here -BOOKS I WANT TO READ- Thank you so much in advance :)
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Deshy, have you watched Princess Diaries 1? :)
ReplyDeleteYou might want to look up Princess Mia's speech in the movie.
Ate Joan, okay, i had to watch it again Haha. :)) And yes, somehow, i was encouraged. But i'm still undecided :P Hehehe. I'm really scared :( Anyway, Thanks! :)
DeleteEh it's okay and normal to be scared. Wag lang papatalo sa takot. Haha.
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