June 06, 2011

      Today i attended an org meeting - which i am an officer of (Foreign Service Club). First official meeting, i can say. For the record, this is my first time to be appointed for a position in a certain organization (as i attended college). I got the "Deputy Dean of the Diplomatic Corps" title. Oh well, a so-long and so-good to hear position i don't very much understand, if you know what i mean :)

      I am happy. Really. Even i don't have a close friend or a classmate with me on the said meeting. Its nice  knowing new people. Its nice doing new things :) Honestly, there is a minute or two that i felt i was out-of-place, that i am alone. But i can't blame anyone for that. That's me keeping myself speechless, commentless  and even emotionless. Sadly, that's really me. I don't have the power to socialize. I totally suck with it. And i hate it. (You know, being an International Relations student who can't socialize with new people - its DUH.) Sense of humor - i don't know if i have it. No, i guess i have it, but it runs away from me in the times i need it the most. (Kuha mo? Haha). Anyway, back to my first sentence on this paragraph, I am happy. I totally am, for some reasons listed below.

• New friends.
• Opportunity to practice social skills.
• Exposure to people. (What the?! Haha.)
• I'll get busy.
• I finally engaged myself to non-academic works.
• This is what i want :))

      For the past two years of my college life, i was able to prove that i can perform well in academics. And now, maybe it's time to prove that it doesn't end there, that i can do something aside from that.

That's all for now :)

I am desh.

"Deputy Dean of the Diplomatic Corps"

Finally stepping out of my comfort zone :)

PS. Sorry for posting this so late :P